How doe Four Ways of Looking (Prompt posted to BB) a synthesis of what did you gain from you field work experience?
Looking backward... I've always loved the idea of teaching and in particular early childhood education. I chose a different path, with pressure from my family, but as my husband and I now grow our family, I realize the importance of following a path that I am passionate about. I think my upbringing overseas in Hong Kong at an International school has really given me a foundation to be accepting and inclusive of my peers and I realize, that is something that I greatly value in my classroom. Having said that, my fieldwork experiences this year, has really opened my eyes to the true difference having resources can make in the educational career of a child. What's sad is that it seems as if the US has forgotten about this investment. I can't say that it has emboldened me for the fight, but more, deterred me further from including public school as a career option.
Looking inward... I really feel the two classes I took this semester really have better equipped me to put research, facts and theories to "hunches" and "gut feelings"I might have about teaching, curriculum and childhood development. As a future parent, I can only imagine how many times parents as teachers for concrete evidence for the decisions they make in the classroom and I really feel that this semester has forced me to explore and identify what shapes my philosophy. Additionally, I feel more empowered with the resources I have been introduced to this semester.
Looking outward... I am grateful for my peers in my classrooms. They are supportive and graciously share their knowledge and experiences. As someone who really has not had the opportunity to work full time in a classroom, it's hard for me to sometimes imagine applying everything I am learning and I get worried about feeling paralyzed, but it's comforting to hear feedback from my peers on how they worked their way through to discover what does work and does not work for them-- and it truly is varied! I feel less pressure to get it right, right away.
Looking forward... I am hoping to find more opportunities to be in the classroom. For a control freak like myself, I know the only thing that can really make me comfortable in the classroom is familiarity and practice makes perfect right? I hope to further solidify my beliefs in the classroom and feeling more comfortable justifying my choices with solid research/evidence.